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Monday, February 22, 2010
Hello hello hello (: Song playing : Forever by Vertical Horizon I feel kind of sad for the whole weekend .... You know sometimes things never come out they way you expected ... Yah i know i sound some kind of emo but i cant control my feelings ... So on sat went for audition at amkss ... Hey the school's kind of nice ... trust me nicer than my school so colourful !!! Oh before that i met shi yan at amk mrt station at 1 but then i was 10 mins late :/ sorry ... Reached there alr her mum was down there i was so shocked sia didnt expect that anyway ... So we took a cab to amkss .. reached there around 1315 ++ .. So we sat down at one of the blocks with our trombones and then we sat there trying our best to memorise our C major , F major Bb major, Eb major Ab major , Db major and Gb major the fingerings .... I knw it was super lat minute but then we have to sia ... And then i also last minute practice my major scales the day before ... We memorise the fingerings for like 30 mins and then it was 1400 alr we can alr enter the school to register ... Then i suddenly got so shivery and nrevous all of a sudden ... shiyan was kind of scared i told cass about it then she called us and told us to relax , breathe in and out ... and blahh blahh ... I think i got nervous breakdown sia ... So before we enter the school we practice all our major scales and then we entered the school and then we registered an saw a few trombone players ... They move their slides super fast ... make me scared only -.-" ... I thought i am the only one got a nervous breakdown problem and then got this guy in front of me also got the same problem ... I thought i got pitching and volume problem but then there are some others who also have the same problem ... *heave a sigh of relief* ... At there we practised our pieces ... I did quite well for my legend of castle armagh :).... So around 1630 my number was called to go for the audition .. I reached at the third level and then i waited for my turn to play... So i went in and then mr koh was like "oh shafiqah hello ...."I just smiled cause i am too sacred lah ... Played my piece and it was super damn bad ... The badness i really cannot explain sia ... Then mr koh asked me to play my F major which i cannot pitch at all ... *shocked face* Then after that i do my sight reading stuff ... Then they were like okay thank you ... you may go now ... I went out my face was really different then shi yan asked me how was it ... I really cannot say anything sia because what i know i want to cry at that point .... Then went down waited for shi yan ... She arrived then took cab back to amk hub ... I was really sad somehow about the audition i dont know why ... Shi yan also did quite bad also ... Then i texted cass and told her how bad i did ... She didnt believe at first i can tell ... I told her i felt like crying ... Then she sent me all kinds of encouragement messages ... Thanks cass :) .. Yeah i admit i read it ifelt like crying but then i was too sad to take it .. Took 853 home and thne reached home mummy asked me what happened but then i just couldnt tell her .. I took a shower and thne after that i told my mum about it and i broke down into tears ... I couldnt get over it somehow ... Bubbye PSSSS: - Things sometimes wont come out the way you wanted it to be - Thanks cass for the messages - Yes , I do cry a lot druing the weekend ... - And yes, i just got over it today ... - I am very sure about my feelings now ... :) |
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